It sucks when you know someone for years and they mean just about everything to you. And you drift apart from each other, slowly but surely, and the amount of time and effort they once put into your friendship fades away and you’re never really sure anymore if they still care or no longer want anything to do with you. Maybe they still feel bad and can’t bare to tell you. Maybe they want to care but just can’t. The worst part is it took me 5 long years to finally believe that not everyone would leave, that hey, maybe there are some people in this world who genuinely do love you and really do want you in their life, but now I find myself doubting that more and more, more than I did a year ago even. It’s almost like I feel lost, I don’t feel right anymore. I feel like everything is off. I feel kind of empty, a little bit disappointed yet not really surprised. It’s a terrible feeling when you realize you’ve been replaced in a way. I’m no longer fun, I don’t give good advice, it’s too much effort to go through with plans or even send me a text telling me you have to cancel last minute, instead I’m only worth an explanation for your absence when it’s convenient for you. But was I ever that fun? Was I ever really a “good friend” or really worth your time? Sometimes I feel like I was just kind of there. I’m a last resort. I’m not really a friend. I’m that person you text when you have no one else to text. I’m that person you think of excuses for, or maybe not, because you’re not even explaining yourself anymore. I’m nothing now. I want closure of everything, not just from you but everyone. I rarely get it. I want to be left alone, but I’m tired of being so fucking alone. There’s nothing left to say anymore, I’m speechless because I’m tired of trying and getting nothing in return. I’m tired of people caring and then not caring. This time I’m really done because I can tell that you are too.
have you ever had a dream that was so vivid it stuck with you in the back of your mind for years?
did you just say the n word?
boy we weak as hell in america
the sexual tension between me and no one
I’ve seen a lot of interesting things wash up on shore but this takes the cake.
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I love these
Someone get me the shark. ;_;
I want the ducky one
get yourself the shark
my roommates gf has the duck
These are so cute
the t-rex one doesnt work, its shit
yeah these are all cute but I bet you $53 that they’re all shit. look at how big the holes are in most of them. you’d get nasty floaty things in your tea.
They’re all so great!
when I’m old, kids will think I’m so ancient because it’s like ‘Holy shit you were born in the nineteen hundreds’
We’ll be the last humans to be born in a year beginning with “1”